(ix of swords)

(ix of swords)

sorrow & insomnia

my mind won’t shut up

like a dog barking relentlessly

a hunting dog on a chain

trying trying trying to get free

into the fields where there’s game

with sleep there’s only dreams of you

sex saturated  so fucking frustrating

cuz i always wake up & they’re not true

i want to scream i want to scream i want to scream

cuz you’re gone you’re gone you’re gone

another day dawns & i feel like shit

i hate feeling like this all the time

i just don’t know what to do

© polly macdavid

(cross-posted at https://crystalapplequeen.wordpress.com/2015/05/28/ix-of-swords/)